Faith like potatoes...,

I just went home and looked at a DVD by that name. I would like to share the intro with you. Perhaps because at this time life is going through changes like the ones that affected the farmers in many lands and their families. It was difficult and what brought them together was the shared experiences that they lovingly played out in life. We are born creators and if we can be one with our picture of what we choose to experience rather than picture the fears that others would serve us. I would ask are you one with your picture and is it you smiling warmly and holding a million dollar check in front of your new home? Is your proposed family with you and your dog or cat by your side? Is the new car parked in view and your lawn well kept? What else would you add to your picture and say 'thank you,' to your higher source in expectation that it would bring it about. You require to ask of the universe (*the one song) and see the child smiling in space in a white christianing outfit reaching to the Herkimer diamonds that float surrounding it as rays from its body shine through each one bringing a smile to its face and its sparkling eyes. I feel you would appreciate this film. It touched me deeply. I have hope it will touch you as well.

,,,in closing I add this thought..., Don't get lost in denials, whishfull thinking and excuses or outside distractions, security and pleasure. If you make changes willing this could find you prioritizing. Afterwhich you will be stronger and wiser. 'If your not happy with the way things look, once you change the way you look at things, the things you look at will change.'

Met Sandy! My Special Gal this morning ...,

She was sitting across the street from Justin's on the sidewalk curb looking through her purse. A yellow van stopped to ask her if she needed a taxi? Apparently, she did not like the quote "Fare!" I stopped to ask her the same question. She asked me what would it cost to go to Troy? I quoted her two less than the going price. She said "the previous had quoted 24 and 22, she was satisfied when I advised here the 22 dollar quote was correct, and I would offer her the same distance with a two dollar deduction. She got into my cab and we set off to her home. She was very relaxed, and we got into a conversation about ecology and talking with animals etc., etc. At the end of the journey I was letting her off in front of the building she lives in after going round and round trying to find it. She asked if she owed me anymore money. I said, "No!" She desired to tip me. I looked at her beautiful expression and just said "I would rather have a kiss from you than a tip!" She leaned forward and putting her arms around my shoulders, planted not one but several kisses. She admitted having had a wonderful time getting home and was happy to know me. I watched as there were tears in her eyes and she admitted she was crying. I remembered there had been some man trying to pick her up at the time i first met her. She had brushed him off with "you won't even get my name!" Now here I was and tears welled up in my eyes. She asked why? I answered that they were tears of happiness at coming to know her. I gave here my card with my blog as well and she said "I will look to see what you have to say about me.

Well, I say "never a more beautiful girl graced my cab tonight or made me feel so loved as she had this night. I feel like the girl who played in last nite's movie 'Sleepless In Seattle!' I offer you an open invite to coffee, tea or me. Just call and stop by as you do your morning runs past the Cathedral in my back yard. I did not get to say how much more I felt about her as our emotions played themselves out in our kisses, but she spurred my feelings towards intents of sharing life with her on warmer more dedicated terms.

Been a while since I felt this way as I felt quite a loss as K. F. graduated and moved to Syracuse for the summer. There were a million things that made me feel we had a special relation that was more than friends. Every time she wrapped her arms around my neck, there was a genuine feeling that came across, like she was my daughter in another life or two. I loved her as dearly as she loved me. I would ask whenever she called for a cab "which K. is this as there are several listed in my phone!" (I have met several who were related to me in prior life.)

"It's your girl-friend!" She exclaimed! "Where are you?"

"Never far off - like across the street look!" I said as I cruised by the local night life. I am able to lock in on my beloved and keep a special alert for when she chooses to be in my cab.

I received a call from Joe this morning and he reminded me that he used to be with the prettiest short haired blonde named Erica and her girls and that I had taken pictures of which I gave some to him, which he felt had really turned out well. I took him home to his place and asked him for her number as I would like to give her a call and see how she is. If you happen to see both of them in one of my blogs I noted how really in love they were at the time. I know her warmth radiated lovingly as she smiled and that little tilt and turn of her head when she entered my cab or just stood by my window looking at me. to say the least it endeared her to me and I felt as much towards her as she of me. I once over heard a description of me as she described how she saw and felt about me. I was thinking and I of you feel the same. It is nice to know people return and call for my taxi even though they have been away for a while. They always bring news of others that i knew.